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so stoked to be leaving this cold ass weather for LOS ANGELES! gonna only be stuntin for 4 days with mau. hopefully i can get some sun in. fuck all this up and down weather!
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[26 Jan 2009|08:48pm] |
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whilst you surf the net and indulge yourself in others people's business, know that when i write any of this, its all minimal to me. ive got other things going on and livejournal to me is jut a place i can take alteast 10 mins out of my day to write how i feel and how my life is going. whilst i do that, you take the time to indulge yourself in my shit thats so minimal to me, it's otherwise for you . did that make sense? ;)
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[26 Jan 2009|08:41pm] |
drop kick my ass?
hahaha man the internets so fucking retarded.
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[22 Jan 2009|01:15pm] |
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heeeeeeeeerrooooo how are ya?
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[15 Jan 2009|07:01pm] |
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What a fucking deadbeat.
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[11 Jan 2009|05:24pm] |
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every nights been a good night... :)
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[07 Jan 2009|10:09pm] |
you know whats the best? rummaging through old shit in your old bedroom and finding old ass mix cds from when you were younger. it compiles of how you felt then, what you were doing, who you were hangin out with. man. i think i was about 15 or 16 when i made this, telling by the botched handwriting. it took me a minute to figure out what songs these were because i had to google lyrics. lets see...
tracks:
1. the shins - know your onion
2. matchbook romance - promise
3. my chemical romance - drowning lessons (haha)
4. pedro the lion - discretion
5. pretty girls make graves - if you hate your friends, you're not... (fuck yea they rule)
6. pretty girls make graves - more sweet soul
7. trophy scars - designed dice
8. pretty girls make graves - all medicated geniuses
9. pretty girls make graves - speakers push the air
10. saosin - seven years
11. shins - so say i
12. the early november - every night's another story
13. the early november - baby blue (acoustic version)
14. the beautiful mistake - for a friend
15. the early november - baby blue
16. ???
17. from autumn to ashes? i think..
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i got too lazy to keep googling haha
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[06 Jan 2009|11:42pm] |
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my thirst quenches for a beer. preferably negra modelos. with a lime please!
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[31 Dec 2008|02:45am] |
I've been dreaming the weirdest things.
Chico, my baby dog, fell out of a car and I guess broke his fall by landing really badly on one of his legs and completely broke off? eh blood everywhere and I was like panicking and crying hysterically
then last night, i dreamed of finding out that my mom cheated on my dad with a mexican guy named Leroy, whom she met at gold's gym. hahaha...Idk
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[30 Dec 2008|12:39am] |
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fuckfuckfuck. im crushin so hard.
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[25 Dec 2008|12:22am] |
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I've never fully regret someone I've dated. God, I wasted 2 years of my life with someone who was pretty much worthless in the end. I was too blind to see he really was a shitty person, I gave that stupid fuck the benefit of the doubt because he seemed so fucking "innocent." He fucking cheated on me, whether he wants to admit that or not. All this time I've been wasting my breath for him to fucking be truthful to himself, but as if that was going to happen. Guys will fucking defend their innocence till the fucking death! Even Silvia said once that getting Richard to admit to cheating on her took 5 hours on the phone. WHAT THE FUCK! We all know you did it, just fucking come out with it already. I'm not even sure why I keep asking and begging him to admit to doing it. I guess I just want some type of closure that I didn't come running back to a worthless piece of shit. I know I'm always like "I'll ruin your life," but in the end it was a waste of effort. But God, look at the grief you've caused me and I would just fucking die for him to feel the same. How can you fucking talk shit about me to someone else when probably at the end of that night you told me you loved me? I can't imagine what goes through his mind, or wait... what mind? what head? what conscience? He has the IQ of a fucking 10 year old. I don't know why I even stuck around before, he dropped out of highschool AND community college, returned BACK to nova to live with his mom. Really? You escaped all the smallest of the big world responsibilities, even when your mom was helping your sorry ass in Richmond. I hate him so much. I never loved him, it was blind love. Too blind to even realize what was happening right before my eyes. I dated a pathetic loser. I fucking don't wish him the best. He fucking cries that we're not together, WELL HELLO DUMBASS, you took that away from us. YOU dumped me because you were selfish and wanted your so-called "space." I hope everything falls under beneath you and you have completely nothing. I hope nothing for you. I hope the worst and only the worst, you worthless sack of shit.
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[24 Dec 2008|08:55pm] |
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My exboyfriend is the biggest piece of shit to walk on the face of this earth. Eat Shit, Nugget. Bet that I wouldn't ruin your fucking life. Take me as a fool? I'll rip you a new one.
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[23 Dec 2008|11:12am] |
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WASTED TIME
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[16 Dec 2008|02:17pm] |
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why am i wrong for not wanting my exboyfriend to come to my party at MY house? that annoys me so much
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[01 Dec 2008|05:04pm] |
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caitlin and i just finished setting up the christmas tree. and what! everyone on the blocks gonna be envious they aint got xmas decor skills like us.
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[10 Nov 2008|05:49pm] |
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my sanity, my everything, my fucking best friend. i fucking miss her.
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[10 Nov 2008|03:28am] |
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i didnt necessarily lose my bestfriend but i know i lost her in a sea of chaos. i know its for the best...for her well-being and health. she is my sanity and i know itd be selfish to want to keep her here, but she deserves happiness more than anyone right now...
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[25 Oct 2008|03:53pm] |
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not sure how i feel about everything. ive been in a bundle of confusion. i resent everyone and everything.
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[23 Oct 2008|03:03pm] |
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theres a booger on my keyboard im not sure how i feel about this
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[07 Oct 2008|02:57pm] |
my birthday is upcoming on the 14th. and since thats on a tuesday, for this weekend.. i decided to take it upon myself to reserve a hotel suite somewhere located near georgetown for me and my best fwend.. and its gonna look like-a diz:
and yes i did get us both our own queen sized beds ;)
GET ON IT!
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